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May 04, 2010 19:24

Which reminds me of another convo I had a couple of years ago:

Eric - You should quit smoking
Me - I do, I quit everyday, gotta sleep sometime.

I'm not particular, at least I'm not a particular person, which is to say that I'm not a very person who is not to particular about what to be particular about or simply put, i'm not picky. I only smoked Winston, Drank Vodka (needed to cry myself to sleep) and I am only attracted to girls with hair. I mean seriously bald headed women? Not my thing to be honest.

When it comes to art I'm not so keen on what it is. I guess it's like an illegal immigrant, I know it when I see it.

I can't sleep a lot and those nights I get bad ideas. Like since I'm not sleeping I should just try to stay awake and then I'll pass out, but you know that doesn't happen. In real life, people don't pass out, they just don't stay awake. I'm sure there's a difference, but i'm sure the difference is irrational.

Sometimes, no like all the times, I just like to listen to music and close my eyes and say damn this is great, this is awesome, this is wonderful, this is something I really like.

Then I open my eyes and wish I didn't.

I need to update my profile. I stole my profile from Craig back in the 10th grade. EPIC. I'm sure he noticed, never said anything. Love, it's one love. He bought me a waterfall one time. I wrote about it in my journal. If you want to find it, it happened during christmas-ish time, I think. Probably earlier. I miss him.

When I think of AFI, I only think of AFI when they didn't suck. I think the same is true for Anti-Flag. I actually think NoFX got better. I think Heavens album is better than any of Alkaline Trio's albums, but I still think I love Alkaline Trio. There was something about the Vandals, maybe it was because they were good and Hilter was bad. Maybe, or perhaps it's because it's the first album I stole from Craig.

I remember when I was 10 Chase, Craig and I used to play wallball at Craig's house, and he would he so pissed off at us for hitting his window, yet everyday we played. Then we went to the 7th grade and realized Heather was a girl, so we hanged out with her instead.

I'm actually mildly freaked out that Tiffany is married and has a kid. Especially with the very next boyfriend after me. Reflecting on this little thought, I now know that when she said she wanted to marry me, she wasn't speaking about 10 years later, she was hoping for like a year or two. To that I say, I dodged one.

Take your wings outside you can't fly in here! Besides, a purple sky is better soaring for you my angel. You're an angel, you little devil. I'm not sure if I love that line more or this one: You said tonight is a wonderful night to die. I asked you could tell, you told me to look at the sky. Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are.

If you don't believe that there's beauty in destruction then give me a call and tell me how ugly the night sky is. Stars are the direct result of a destructive force in the universe and are the fuel for creation of matter in the universe.

Donnie Darko anyone?

I remember back in high school, Craig, Cat and I watched that movie. It was mind fucking blow.

I remember Cat slapped me in the face because she thought I was looking up her skirt. Yeah, that's reasonable. It hurt too. Her face was red, so it made up for it. I mean she's usually pink, so watching her turn colors was amusing in it's own right.

You told me you want to die.

Lucky you.

Fill in the blanks please.

Speaking about blanks. There was this time in teen leadership (WHERE TEENS TURN INTO LEADERS!) Roseann and I forgot to do our project. Basically we had to bring something important to us, so I gave her my wallet, she gave me my purse. Epically beautiful prose. <3 to the elf. Btw don't disappear anymore.

Like the time I disappeared from Chemistry. Second semester freshman year. Hannah had my class and I never knew her. Then she came up to floor 7 on a date with Jon and said hey aren't you in my class! I said uhhh I guess so. I never showed up but 97? What epically smart. No, just science is trivial for me, at least intro part to science.

I'm a little snuffed up. She is slut but x thinks it's sexy, sex reminds her of ______

If you want to move it soooo

Doesn't understand

You are out of sight.

HANDS!

^That's how I imagine a 5 yr old singing Ben Kweller. You know how they just sing like the last words to songs? Yeah. I AM WASTED BUT READY. They would sing that part though and I would laugh because it's kind of absurd listening to a 5 yr old sing that.

WOOOO

TIme for me to go. I don't know.
-Rll
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