if you start to cry look up to the sky, somethings coming up ahead to turn your tears to dew instead
>Why can't this school year be over? As Abby says, i don't mean to wish my life away, but I wish i could wish my life away. But only a couple months.
> I mean, i am so apathetic about everything right now that i don't even really want to go to the Verdict show on friday. I told a kid i work with that he can have my hours for that night, but i think I'm changing my mind. I just don't feel like dealing with the "all hail the verdict" group right now. I mean, don't get me wrong, they're an amazing band, and i wouldn't normally want to miss a show. It's just that everything is all different now. I'm not so gung ho on having a social life. I'd just rather make some sweet mulah and come home and read or something. does that make me a loser? If so, then good. I have to work at 7 on sat morning anyway, so i don't want to be out too late. In the three minute span that it took to write all that, i think i made a decision.
>dating, or not dating for that matter, when your seventeen is so confusing and it's no fun at all.....I think i'm going to ask this kid i work with out on a date. i know i won't end up doing it. I'm so sick of being a stupid naive teenager. I've made some mistakes the past couple of months. None that i regret. The mistakes are what get you from one amazing moment to the next.
>I'm so sick of being stressed out due to school. It is such an amazing feeling to finally have my senior exit paper done. The hard part of this whole project is done with. RELIEF. Good thing I've decided against having a social life, i don't think i'll be leaving my house much once report cards come out. Okay, my grade in APES totally sucks, but it's totally my fault and i take all blame. However, I wouldn't doubt that i have a "C" in US history, and it truly is not my fault. Girardi and her retarded participation grade really screwed me. I'm sorry, but i speak up in that class and answer more questions than the whore writes down. Also that essay, i got a 76%..she said i did an excellent job except for one of my praragraphs........so that ONE paragraph is worth dropping the grade to a "D"?! that is that?
>Mrs.Hopkins had a little chat with each of us in journalism today. I thought i was going to be kicked off the staff for "ruining the whole paper" (Which i definitely did not do, it's not m fault me editor didn't read my story). She was being really nice about everything and was giving me compliments on how veraitile my writing is. We even were laughing together. That really brought my stress level down to a minimum. Abby and i were talking about how bipolar that woman can be, but she can make you feel so good when she's in a pleasant mood.
>It was wonderful finally seeing Alex again
>I'm so glad I'm going to work in a study group on thursday for my APES exam...i really need it. I really hate how had that class is. I do my work, and i study, but on top of that, you also have to be a smart person...that I am not.
>I miss my sister...I bet she's having a really good time in Scotland. She'll be home tomorrow, i think.
>It's a real big problem that a lot of my friends are seniors. I have major senioritis and I'm so completely ready to graduate and be done with the drama and stress of high school. Next year may be quite difficult.
>belly dancing may just be the best thing that's ever happened to me. I can just dance and forget about everything else that's screwing me up and pulling me down. And while i do that, I'm toning my muscles and improving my joints.....yeeeaaaahhhh learned that from writing my essay, bia.
>I need to make an icon
I love you all, have a wonderful night/day/week/life
> I mean, i am so apathetic about everything right now that i don't even really want to go to the Verdict show on friday. I told a kid i work with that he can have my hours for that night, but i think I'm changing my mind. I just don't feel like dealing with the "all hail the verdict" group right now. I mean, don't get me wrong, they're an amazing band, and i wouldn't normally want to miss a show. It's just that everything is all different now. I'm not so gung ho on having a social life. I'd just rather make some sweet mulah and come home and read or something. does that make me a loser? If so, then good. I have to work at 7 on sat morning anyway, so i don't want to be out too late. In the three minute span that it took to write all that, i think i made a decision.
>dating, or not dating for that matter, when your seventeen is so confusing and it's no fun at all.....I think i'm going to ask this kid i work with out on a date. i know i won't end up doing it. I'm so sick of being a stupid naive teenager. I've made some mistakes the past couple of months. None that i regret. The mistakes are what get you from one amazing moment to the next.
>I'm so sick of being stressed out due to school. It is such an amazing feeling to finally have my senior exit paper done. The hard part of this whole project is done with. RELIEF. Good thing I've decided against having a social life, i don't think i'll be leaving my house much once report cards come out. Okay, my grade in APES totally sucks, but it's totally my fault and i take all blame. However, I wouldn't doubt that i have a "C" in US history, and it truly is not my fault. Girardi and her retarded participation grade really screwed me. I'm sorry, but i speak up in that class and answer more questions than the whore writes down. Also that essay, i got a 76%..she said i did an excellent job except for one of my praragraphs........so that ONE paragraph is worth dropping the grade to a "D"?! that is that?
>Mrs.Hopkins had a little chat with each of us in journalism today. I thought i was going to be kicked off the staff for "ruining the whole paper" (Which i definitely did not do, it's not m fault me editor didn't read my story). She was being really nice about everything and was giving me compliments on how veraitile my writing is. We even were laughing together. That really brought my stress level down to a minimum. Abby and i were talking about how bipolar that woman can be, but she can make you feel so good when she's in a pleasant mood.
>It was wonderful finally seeing Alex again
>I'm so glad I'm going to work in a study group on thursday for my APES exam...i really need it. I really hate how had that class is. I do my work, and i study, but on top of that, you also have to be a smart person...that I am not.
>I miss my sister...I bet she's having a really good time in Scotland. She'll be home tomorrow, i think.
>It's a real big problem that a lot of my friends are seniors. I have major senioritis and I'm so completely ready to graduate and be done with the drama and stress of high school. Next year may be quite difficult.
>belly dancing may just be the best thing that's ever happened to me. I can just dance and forget about everything else that's screwing me up and pulling me down. And while i do that, I'm toning my muscles and improving my joints.....yeeeaaaahhhh learned that from writing my essay, bia.
>I need to make an icon
I love you all, have a wonderful night/day/week/life