what makes me unloveable.
in haven't used this in forever but i just need to vent where no one involved can see.
i'm so hurt and confused right now.
joe is my entire world, i have given him everything i possibly could and i love him more than i ever thought possible.
we've both made mistakes.
he lost my trust and in trying to get it back i got bitter.
there has to be a way to fix things; this can't be the absolute end.
you can't say you love someone then just give up and end things completely.
i don't know what do anymore.
i feel like i am just so unloveable, no matter how much i give or what i do its never enough for anyone.
i thought i found someone i'd be with forever.
then he says he loves me but doesn't think its the right time for us.
what does that even mean.?
i'm so heartbroken.
i know that even if we DO break up, it won't be the end of things, but to hear him say that he thinks its the only option right now...
it hurts kills me.
i just don't know what to do right now.
i'm a mess, an absolute fucking wreck.
what have i done that i don't deserve to be loved and appreciated and happy.?