something so pure

[bitter_sweet___]

i am in love with my best friend.
and there is not a better feeling in the world.

soon, he is going to ask me to marry him.

i am so glad with the decisions that we have made,
and our relationship is so strong because of them.

four years this december, its fascinating to me.
who would have thought while i was only fourteen,
writing each day about this amazing boy.

when we first started dating, we made the choice
to wait until we were married to have sex.
and i am so glad that we have kept to that,
because it will be the most beautiful thing.
so perfect.

i am so in love with this man,
he never ceases to amaze me.

i'm so excited.