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seaside was amazing.... it was also nice to be in someones arms for the whole trip.... yeahh the bad part about that is it figures they live far away and i dont know if anything will come out of it.... :( .... i dont know but it just bothers me cause i let it slip .. but its not my fault that it was on vacation,. it just figures... i mean i dunno but he seemed so into me and it was great and were tlaking but who knows
it felt so nice but it would be nice to have someone NOW too.. im never satisfied but seriously, what a tease it was. i jsut want someone or something to STAY... everything for me is i reach up i grab hold of it and then it gets loose or i lose it or they leave or go for a while.... it upsets me.. im sick of temporary shit.. i want something permanant or long lasting
it felt so nice but it would be nice to have someone NOW too.. im never satisfied but seriously, what a tease it was. i jsut want someone or something to STAY... everything for me is i reach up i grab hold of it and then it gets loose or i lose it or they leave or go for a while.... it upsets me.. im sick of temporary shit.. i want something permanant or long lasting