[pity me] post

Mar 26, 2003 23:54

It seems like everyone but me has someone.
Tiffy has Travis
Angy has Mike and all her little bitches
Jen has her new boy
Amber has Kyle
Mesha has Clint
Amy has my Tom
Donny has his girl
Jake has his
Caroline has her man
Alex has her Joe
Tiffany has her man
Brit has hers
Erica has shawn
Evan has his girl
Chester Bennington has his...*angry face* I need to give up lol
..and see I could go on and on..but do you get my point?

I am just sick hearing abouy them and their "person"...I am so lonely man. But when I have someone I don't know how to act and I push them away- because of this stupid fear of commitment I have. Then I bitch about being alone. I hate being a jealous person..but there is only so much I can take.
Everyone gets pissed at me when I talk about being alone and stuff and they always say "oh Sam, you could get any guy you want..blahblah.." Well ok- so where the fuck is he? hmm?

Jen called me today telling me about her and 'Forget his name'.. it's so cuuuute and I hate them. I am happy she is finally happy- and done being a "player". But goddamnit.

Whoever invented flirtting should DIEDIEDIE..I hate you Donny, and I hate your cuteness. and I hate the way you look at me and I hate the way your pants are so hot. and I hate the way you aren't my type but I still think about you constantly. I hate how you have a girl friend and must continue to flirt with me. damn you.

I really wanna get the new LP cd..I have been waiting for this day for almost a year or so now..:\

So I guess I am done whinning. I hate being like this..n i g h t
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