new year...
Haven’t written for a very long time. Erk, not actually too sure what I have been doing with my time really…hmmmm….reading? hehe, I dunno, but it doesn’t feel wasted so I am happy.
Aaah, I’ve got that lovely comforting feeling of a new year to come, I’m not sure why I am so looking forward to 2006…maybe I always look forward to the year at the beginning but just never remember. But I am for some reason really looking forward to this year to come. Some people seem to be dreading it, because of exams, but come on! they aren’t major and exams are great! Call me weird I care not; I really like exams as they show me what I truly do know and give me a satisfying feeling when I know I have done well. And heck, after the exams I have a huge long summer to look forward to. Oooh, the thing I am looking forward to that the most - summer, I love summer. Today I concluded that summer is my favorite season. I seem to be able to find favorite things lately, which is good; perhaps I am truly discovering who I am. Another great reason for this year is I get to finally either leave, or get one step closer to leaving. No more stupid lower school with petty people and boring lessons and foolish teachers…freedom is so close. Ok, I’m starting to sound depressive, which I really am not, in fact I’m quite dandy. I can’t wait for summer and what this New Year may bring…who knows?!
Hmmm, what of 2005? It was ok, I can’t think of anything horribly bad that has happened to me, have I liked this year…I got pretty apathetic towards things quite a lot this year, and completely grew out of school. The bane of having older siblings, you always want to be having their experiences too soon. Alas. But hmmmmm, I did like this year’s summer, I’m not sure why…just felt like endless time to relax in the sun reading or going for long walk and exploring.
This New Year’s Eve should be good also, I have always spent it at home before and no one really seems to care it is the New Year because they all go to sleep, but this time I shall be with many a friends at Sadie’s. I haven’t spoken to some people in agggges!! RANNON!! But hopefully ill catch up tomorrow.
Well good night all and I hope you have a Happy New Year. Optimism is the best late at night! Usually makes me wake up feeling great…even if I do wake up at 12 each day…eheheh.
Aaah, I’ve got that lovely comforting feeling of a new year to come, I’m not sure why I am so looking forward to 2006…maybe I always look forward to the year at the beginning but just never remember. But I am for some reason really looking forward to this year to come. Some people seem to be dreading it, because of exams, but come on! they aren’t major and exams are great! Call me weird I care not; I really like exams as they show me what I truly do know and give me a satisfying feeling when I know I have done well. And heck, after the exams I have a huge long summer to look forward to. Oooh, the thing I am looking forward to that the most - summer, I love summer. Today I concluded that summer is my favorite season. I seem to be able to find favorite things lately, which is good; perhaps I am truly discovering who I am. Another great reason for this year is I get to finally either leave, or get one step closer to leaving. No more stupid lower school with petty people and boring lessons and foolish teachers…freedom is so close. Ok, I’m starting to sound depressive, which I really am not, in fact I’m quite dandy. I can’t wait for summer and what this New Year may bring…who knows?!
Hmmm, what of 2005? It was ok, I can’t think of anything horribly bad that has happened to me, have I liked this year…I got pretty apathetic towards things quite a lot this year, and completely grew out of school. The bane of having older siblings, you always want to be having their experiences too soon. Alas. But hmmmmm, I did like this year’s summer, I’m not sure why…just felt like endless time to relax in the sun reading or going for long walk and exploring.
This New Year’s Eve should be good also, I have always spent it at home before and no one really seems to care it is the New Year because they all go to sleep, but this time I shall be with many a friends at Sadie’s. I haven’t spoken to some people in agggges!! RANNON!! But hopefully ill catch up tomorrow.
Well good night all and I hope you have a Happy New Year. Optimism is the best late at night! Usually makes me wake up feeling great…even if I do wake up at 12 each day…eheheh.