I'd rather starve
Wow I've never not checked this in so long that I've had to go to people's blogs to see all the past entries.
I'm still alive, if barely. I hate doctors but I guess I have to start getting used to it. They sent me home with all these kits to show me my future. They each have these little mats in them that you put your injection needle and alcohol cloth and all this other shit on before you stab yourself each day and they're even kind enough to show you the different places you can stick yourself..
Sigh....but anyway, I've been up since 7 preparing for thanksgiving all by myself because my mom's at work, laura's asleep, and catherine's doing...i dunno what she's doing but she's not helping. I just feel sick cause the minute I got up I had to start working with strong smelling food without actually eating..bleh...I have a night of dealing with the family and rocky to look foreward to...(insert suicidal comment here)