i am a loser.

[bitter_hopes]

sooo... friday me and josh got into another fight of how i don't hang out with him and how i'm always with another guy. yea... okay? that ended with me breaking up with him and telling him that i wasn't ready for a serious relationship and that he is too attached to me already. it sucked. yesterday was king's island day. woot! it was fun. ethan has gotten hotter... but yea... o well. i went on so many rough rides that my neck is sore from whiplash. this really sucks. and josh called me nonstop yesterday too. i didn't answer any of his calls. i think he gave up when i didn't answer.

IAN IS BACK!!!!!!!! YAY! i haven't seen him but i know that he is back because his mom's car is up there which means he is back! i'm so freaking excited. lol... i hope i get to see him today. i really want to.

i wonder if i will see brian. or if he's even up here in the cincy area. that would be awesome if i got to see him.

I AM A LOSER!