You bleed just to know you're alive.
I really like Pecha, as Im sure you all know.
I have no idea what runs through his mind when it comes to, well, anything.
I want him to really care about me back, but Im scared Im not going to get that.
I want what they pretend exists in movies.
I never wanted to hurt Bill, and I hope EVERYONE knows it.
NEVER my intention; I dont like Max and Im tired of getting shit for it.
I just want to be the one person in someones life that makes everything better, is the reason they breathe, and is all they can think about.
My friends are amazing and I love them, but I want to be this to someone MORE than a friend. and I want them to want to be that in return.
Im already thinking ahdead to graduation, what then?
but what about now?
and on top of all this, Frankies leaving A lunch, and Im failing BOTH math classes.
Im never going to get to college. Why try at this point.
Is there ANYTHING about me ANYONE WANTS?
Im selfish;
I want to be that one desire, need, addiction.
Im pathetic arent I?
I have no idea what runs through his mind when it comes to, well, anything.
I want him to really care about me back, but Im scared Im not going to get that.
I want what they pretend exists in movies.
I never wanted to hurt Bill, and I hope EVERYONE knows it.
NEVER my intention; I dont like Max and Im tired of getting shit for it.
I just want to be the one person in someones life that makes everything better, is the reason they breathe, and is all they can think about.
My friends are amazing and I love them, but I want to be this to someone MORE than a friend. and I want them to want to be that in return.
Im already thinking ahdead to graduation, what then?
but what about now?
and on top of all this, Frankies leaving A lunch, and Im failing BOTH math classes.
Im never going to get to college. Why try at this point.
Is there ANYTHING about me ANYONE WANTS?
Im selfish;
I want to be that one desire, need, addiction.
Im pathetic arent I?