Make a wish...
Today is 11/11 so i hope your day was full of wishes. I wish my only wish would come true, but why should it? I don't deserve it.
I really wish I could change my attitude about school and that kind of stuff. I wish that I could care but I don't. I wish I cared about my grades and could prove to people I wasn't dumb and actually smart when i apply myself. I got myself into a rut and now the fear of not being accepted into school is on my mind. I am tired of disappointing my parents. I just want to make them proud for once. I still don't want to grow up, but I don't want to be a dumb kid that does nothing at all with their life, cause that would just suck.
I once again just don't know.
Everyone, come home right now.
Peace.
I really wish I could change my attitude about school and that kind of stuff. I wish that I could care but I don't. I wish I cared about my grades and could prove to people I wasn't dumb and actually smart when i apply myself. I got myself into a rut and now the fear of not being accepted into school is on my mind. I am tired of disappointing my parents. I just want to make them proud for once. I still don't want to grow up, but I don't want to be a dumb kid that does nothing at all with their life, cause that would just suck.
I once again just don't know.
Everyone, come home right now.
Peace.