I am Slighty Alive.
Yep Hey I know its been a while but SO much has gone on.
Barred from my Haunt on the thurs and dunno if Ive quite recovered from that as its the only place I found refuge in a LONG time. Friend took pity on me tho and got invited to one of his old Uni mates birthday partys. (This was after having spend Friday with the ex...LOVELY)
At the party kinda met someone but unsure of what to do. Totally different from anyone Ive been attracted to before but thought hey maybe this is where Ive gone wrong in the past......
Me and the friend have spent lots of time together SO much time so that Ive no idea whats going on until now. Tuesday he came out to Intrusion and made sure I got home..Strange I thought for a male friend but hey I thought things changed. He has liked me for long while apparently. Well how do you reply to that...Dont think you can. Went there on Wed...After going to bed at 5am on the tues probably bad idea but got to work 730am on the wed...Never get ther til 815! Was really quite and relaxing night tho. Didnt sleep a wink.
Friday it kicked off. His jealouy came out. Wasnt surprised tho as he had invited me to come to a society night where he knows lots of ppl....Had he talked about me? ....Dont think I'll know. Lots of ppl sent me texts later that night then later in the week ie 2day asking why he was SO upset looking and had I cleared everything up. Wish I remembered. Think I blocked it out. Probably better that way.
Where has everyone gone. Stil trying to phone people but its either their phone or probably definately them...They dont wanna know? Wish I was told the truth as this is getting hard to deal with. Wanna be able to tell someone ...I'm confused should I pack up and go home....My sis is in hospital for a good long while. HELP ME...............
"Breed on your own, you're always alone......."
Barred from my Haunt on the thurs and dunno if Ive quite recovered from that as its the only place I found refuge in a LONG time. Friend took pity on me tho and got invited to one of his old Uni mates birthday partys. (This was after having spend Friday with the ex...LOVELY)
At the party kinda met someone but unsure of what to do. Totally different from anyone Ive been attracted to before but thought hey maybe this is where Ive gone wrong in the past......
Me and the friend have spent lots of time together SO much time so that Ive no idea whats going on until now. Tuesday he came out to Intrusion and made sure I got home..Strange I thought for a male friend but hey I thought things changed. He has liked me for long while apparently. Well how do you reply to that...Dont think you can. Went there on Wed...After going to bed at 5am on the tues probably bad idea but got to work 730am on the wed...Never get ther til 815! Was really quite and relaxing night tho. Didnt sleep a wink.
Friday it kicked off. His jealouy came out. Wasnt surprised tho as he had invited me to come to a society night where he knows lots of ppl....Had he talked about me? ....Dont think I'll know. Lots of ppl sent me texts later that night then later in the week ie 2day asking why he was SO upset looking and had I cleared everything up. Wish I remembered. Think I blocked it out. Probably better that way.
Where has everyone gone. Stil trying to phone people but its either their phone or probably definately them...They dont wanna know? Wish I was told the truth as this is getting hard to deal with. Wanna be able to tell someone ...I'm confused should I pack up and go home....My sis is in hospital for a good long while. HELP ME...............
"Breed on your own, you're always alone......."