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well okay so im pretty much deppressed again and i hate it! But its like Do Fuckin Somthing about It Dani..ERR emotions Suck ass.. I just hate Being fat, and Ugly, and never having someone, I looked at Erics Myspace the other day and he changed Like EWW..and I Hate It. Um I feel like Im Growing apart from Kayla.. We just Don't seem as Tight..Like IDK at My grams lunch in all I wanted was to be with her and at The Funeral bc I justw anted Her To be there For me and keep Me happy and Me To do the same for her, But either way It seemed Liek she Just wanted to be with Her brothers and sister and at the Linchin she Just wanted to be witH erica..I kinda Got mad. I havent Seen Talked to sara in Like over A week and IDK.. Im just Getting Bored with myself..and Im to the Point were Im anoying myself, wich sucks! Um Lifes Pretty down so Its Just Complaining But hey Gotta Complain To someone! RIGHT?! well IDK I just need To Become More Friendly with people and needto find some more hangout buddies...IDK Im just shy, Wich I hate. I feel Like I shouldn't be sitting here Complianing Liek I am..I mean after all Im the only one that can Help how I feel. But liek YEah It pointless Typing This..No one ven actually reads my journal besides Kayla..Wich Coem sto the point that YEAH I HAVE LIEK 2 Friends In the Whole wide worls..GRR..Im a Failure..Im going on a diet.
If anyone wants To liek hangout sometime we Should.. Im up for a luagh..And some Company..Im sick of this lonelyness :(
If anyone wants To liek hangout sometime we Should.. Im up for a luagh..And some Company..Im sick of this lonelyness :(