alive below the waste.
i've a nasty cold! ick. my mood has been just pissy these past few days. don't know what the deal is. after the last final on friday, hello christmas! ho ho ho? i think i'm lacking the holiday spirit, both around and within me. quite sad, actually. part of life though, huh? i feel drained of all happiness. i try not to get all debbie downer with people, but it's hard when you're filled with nothing but trivial disappointments. my self-esteem has been in grand shape either. must fix that in 2005, among other things. i'm a wreck. mmm. i feel the aspirin i took a little while ago kicking in, so i'm pretty much ready to pass out in medicated exhaustion! damned snotty nose. god, life seems like a snotty nose right now. running with no trace of remorse. where's my proverbial tissue box?