why won't they just let me live?

[bitter_]

i failed the memorization of the shakespeare sonnet today. i think i cried. in fact, i did cry. how humilating. i am ashamed, definitely. but i'll learn from this. i really will. oh crap, how i hate this. mondays were made to piss people off.

i know that my grades are going down all because of my job. but i can't quit. i just have keep on juggling both school and work! and it fucking sucks. yes, i'm pathetic to the twentieth power. GRR.

*hits head hard on desk*