everythin's gonna be alright
the funeral was hard but we're doing a lot better now. i have the weekends off at work now so that we can start building our house. lots of cutting and raking to be done, ten years from now all the hard work will be worth it.
i'm feeling more mentally stable than i had been. i've been really good the last couple months. i'm not sure what triggered the calm but i know i have to be careful not to let it take over again and lose control. there are those things i need to avoid and those i need to embrace. easier said than done. depending on my personality at the time it's not always clear where that line is. give yourself but don't get used.
well, the phase of all the people i knew outside of work being south park junkies is about over. most of them are gone. jeff's in vegas, sara's in jail for prostitution, pat's homeless somewhere in the northside, bobby's house just got raided so he'll be in jail for a while, mikey's living with his grandma in carnegie and no one has heard from him, marnie's in rehab, kelly, christian, and jim are mia, it's been a long while since i've seen one of them and shorty went to indianapolos to live with his brother cause he owes people money. i haven't seen any of them. no drama, no lies. just my best friend brandon, a few good acquaintances, beer, pool, movies, and work. yummy :)
i'm feeling more mentally stable than i had been. i've been really good the last couple months. i'm not sure what triggered the calm but i know i have to be careful not to let it take over again and lose control. there are those things i need to avoid and those i need to embrace. easier said than done. depending on my personality at the time it's not always clear where that line is. give yourself but don't get used.
well, the phase of all the people i knew outside of work being south park junkies is about over. most of them are gone. jeff's in vegas, sara's in jail for prostitution, pat's homeless somewhere in the northside, bobby's house just got raided so he'll be in jail for a while, mikey's living with his grandma in carnegie and no one has heard from him, marnie's in rehab, kelly, christian, and jim are mia, it's been a long while since i've seen one of them and shorty went to indianapolos to live with his brother cause he owes people money. i haven't seen any of them. no drama, no lies. just my best friend brandon, a few good acquaintances, beer, pool, movies, and work. yummy :)