commiting myself...
"give me words for the look on your face" he said. "you feel weak and irresponsible, i know that"
"how did i come up with you i wonder, do you think less of me now, i feel so ashamed." i held his glace as i sunk my head and most of my back into the mammoth feather pillow behind me. if i were to imagine what a indian chief looked like, it would be him. his mocha wrinkled face was a comfort, i was expecting a nightmare.
"the thought of brandy must leave your head before we can be friends" as i admired his clean white leather pants he started to make a fire in the middle of the cord-wood masonry hut. then i realized i was dressed the same, i felt the soft stretched skin. i tried not to realize the intensity in fear that it would turn ugly or i would wake up.
"you're having trouble holding a thought, just rest" there was so much i wanted to ask him but no words would come out. he was right though, i do need to rest. i'm planning to have my "rest" the weekend after vacation.
this has been one of very few reoccurring dreams i've had. i like this one though. there's some little peace in my subconscience. yes, i meant peace, not piece. but i think it's mad at me. i need to make up for it somehow. ok, enough psychotic babbling for now.
"how did i come up with you i wonder, do you think less of me now, i feel so ashamed." i held his glace as i sunk my head and most of my back into the mammoth feather pillow behind me. if i were to imagine what a indian chief looked like, it would be him. his mocha wrinkled face was a comfort, i was expecting a nightmare.
"the thought of brandy must leave your head before we can be friends" as i admired his clean white leather pants he started to make a fire in the middle of the cord-wood masonry hut. then i realized i was dressed the same, i felt the soft stretched skin. i tried not to realize the intensity in fear that it would turn ugly or i would wake up.
"you're having trouble holding a thought, just rest" there was so much i wanted to ask him but no words would come out. he was right though, i do need to rest. i'm planning to have my "rest" the weekend after vacation.
this has been one of very few reoccurring dreams i've had. i like this one though. there's some little peace in my subconscience. yes, i meant peace, not piece. but i think it's mad at me. i need to make up for it somehow. ok, enough psychotic babbling for now.