sometime i wrote

[bitter2lucy]

i'd rather be feared than loved

don't talk to me
don't even look at me

i'm not good enough for you and i don't care anymore
i don't like you
i won't try for you
i won't waste my time

i won't negotiate how i feel
i'm not hiding anymore
i don't need you
i won't console you
i won't be nice
don't act like we're friends

i hope i scare you
i'd hurt you with my thoughts if i could
you don't even realize
you don't know anything
you will get what's coming to you
maybe you already did

don't come to me
i won't help you
this time i'll watch you fall
i won't cry for you anymore

i'm going to worry about myself now
i'll do and say whatever i feel
i don't care what you think anymore
i can be good and weak or selfish and confident

-i wrote this when i was very angry a long while ago and it made me feel better, it's about people who treated me poorly. i usually don't see them anymore, so, things are better for now.