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[bitter2lucy]

it seems that in the last couple weeks my self-esteem has been at an all time low. i don't remember the last time i've felt so insecure, never with brandon at least. the stress has completely taken over. i'm worried about b hanging out with ron. it's like when he's with him or talking to him, his priorities get all messed up. ummm...(me)we need to pay your car payment...do you know where the new checks are? (him)oh, jaime, don't worry about that....(me)ok, then what are you doing today, can you check our balance and pick up some stamps?....(him)well, me and ron are going to disconnect to condribulator from the turbo mounter heating jibby...(deep breath)....(me)do you need to do that today?
oh, the answers i get aren't even worth writing about. ok, i have to go to work. <3