BLAH
Im so confused on what to do about my gymnastics and my cheerleading.. I just want someone to guide me in the right direction or give me some advice on waht i really should be doing. I mean i would love to cheerlead..but my nervous ness took over and i couldnt do it. I got freaked out. I don't think im good enough so i skipped the optional today. That means i have one more chance..tomorrow. If i don't go tomorrow i can't really try out. Im really confused..idn what to do. I could just quit gymnastics and do nothing all summer..but i just feel this constant need to stay busy. Im going to be volenteering at the Y all summer..and hopefully get a job and still manage to hang out with my friends. I think im also sorta thinking its summer a little too early. Ive been completely careless with my school work and the really big end of the year projects, ive been completely ignoring..i just want summer so bad im forgetting i still have a few more weeks left before i can go play. I gotta go tho i need to sort things out in my own head.