Mar 28, 2005 09:08
WELL WELL WELL!
I need to talk about winter formal. It wasn't as fun as I thought it would be :/. I guess I was crushed seeing Dillion D with Annemarie E. But also me and Don weren't talking and that made me sad. I was fine I think for most of the time, well that's what I told myself. And at the end, I kinda just fell apart.
As of right now, I think I love Don. :)
But anyway I don't want to talk about this type of stuff, it crushes me so much. I still have something for Dillion although I never speak with him anymore although we never did. It's only a crush for Dillion, becaus I love* Don.
I don't think he's interested at all in me.
It' so hard to talk about guys when they just frustrate me and make me depressive. I seriously think I love Donald James Coder...
Anyway. Right now, I'm playing softball. We've had two scrimmages so far and won both. I haven't been working that much, only like 12 hours a week.
For Easter, Aunt Missy came over and we went to church. Then we ate Spiral ham and good stuff for dinner. I ate so much junk food ahhh.
I can't wait for sumer. I'm dying to feel the warm sun shine bronze my skin on the soft sand. As I lay, not a care in the world floods my head. I hear the seagulls, the comotion of the waves and bits and pieces of people's conversatinons. It's the most magical feeling in the world.
It really is... besides having a good conversation with Don and looking into his eyes......... I want to tell him everyday so bad, but I can't...
I have a 6o in Chemistry, yikes. But that doens't inlude the most recent things we've done. Here I thought I did so good on this one quiz and it turns out I got a 79%. This girl named Moni that also has my chem class, well she's a nice girl but it makes me mad becuse she doesn't want the good grades as much as me and Ashley and she still beats us on the quizes and stuff. She got a 94% and Ash got a 9o%. I'm pretty damb scared we have a final exam this Friday.....
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-meliSsa