Dec 13, 2005 15:08
yeah, that's kinda what it feels like when the world is this surreal due to lack of sleep... last night clocked in at a grand 2 hours. it's almost not even painful anymore... it just *is*. not the lot i *want* to accept in my life, but it's kinda shaking out that way.
i think tonight will involve sleeping pills. i *have* to rest. or i might start actually *seeing* the subject of this post, instead of just feeling surreal enough to write it.