Feb 21, 2006 12:30
It's like this.
"Remember that game, hide-and-seek? Where everyone has to hide somewhere and someone always has to find out where you are? It's kind of like life. Everybody has something to hide, and everyone has to find out what it is. But sometimes, the game isn't just fun anymore... especially when you don't want to be found..."
This is the second time I'm posting this quote. This is the second time I've been wrongfully exposed. This is the second time Im'a try to recover my privacy. God, I hope it'll be the last.
It seems... the more you want to remain anonymous, the more people would want to uncover your identity. It will eternally be one of multiple expressions of the sarcasm of human nature.
You aim to protect yourself, people you care for, others. But in the end, they'll burn you at the stake. Nobody truly cares for someone else. It's use-misuse-abuse as much as the situation requires. I'm guilty. You're guilty. We all are. But sometimes, you have to wake up to the reality that the world does not revolve around you. Not everyone in your silly little world lives their lives in accordance to yours.
I want to say it hurts. I want to say I'm sorry. But I can't because it doesn't and I'm not. My past has made me stronger. You're still in yours. What do you plan to do about it?
Please stop vicariously living through others' lives, especially his. I love you still and I do want to see you happy because we all deserve to be.
If you only waited a little more while, you would have heard the whole story in all its actuality from no less than me but I suppose you've made your mind up now and nothing shall penetrate that shielded skull of yours anymore.