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I've become someone who lives for the weekend. The time where I feel I can truly be myself, do the things I want to do, act the way I want, voice opinions, and live.
It's taking a toll on me, it is as if everything I am doing in terms of school and work are finally catching up to me. I'm spread so thin, my work performance is suffering, I don't care about my school performance. This is a bad spot to be in.
What's worse and adding to the stress is the fact that I am very self aware, knowing how I react to situations like this, in a very immature manner. I withdraw and become spiteful.
It's taking a toll on me, it is as if everything I am doing in terms of school and work are finally catching up to me. I'm spread so thin, my work performance is suffering, I don't care about my school performance. This is a bad spot to be in.
What's worse and adding to the stress is the fact that I am very self aware, knowing how I react to situations like this, in a very immature manner. I withdraw and become spiteful.