Almost a year later.
I'm just having a rush of emotions right now. I was down in Austin for ACL this weekend with the boys and we had an amazing time. Sunday we spent the majority of the day with Cory and some of his friends watching football and having drinks. I couldn't help but be very touchy with him, running my fingers through his hair in that all too familiar way. I held his hand as we walked down the streets and danced with a goofy smile on my face with him to a dj spinning.
Things feel so natural with him and I'm struggling deciphering whether its simply due to our history or that our story isn't over yet. The past three times I've seen him haven't been easy- I miss him and I miss us. Nothing has changed on my end, I still care about him so much. Our situation hasn't changed either though. He is still in Austin and I'm still in Dallas.
I find myself thinking I would move for him though. I've been thinking about it all day.
Everyone else I've seen since we split is no comparison to him. I don't know if anyone ever will be.
Things feel so natural with him and I'm struggling deciphering whether its simply due to our history or that our story isn't over yet. The past three times I've seen him haven't been easy- I miss him and I miss us. Nothing has changed on my end, I still care about him so much. Our situation hasn't changed either though. He is still in Austin and I'm still in Dallas.
I find myself thinking I would move for him though. I've been thinking about it all day.
Everyone else I've seen since we split is no comparison to him. I don't know if anyone ever will be.