I fell apart in your arms for the last time and I felt free.
I'm not sure if there is a feeling quite as real as crying while walking in the rain with your head down.
A reality check. A much needed one. And that was the result.
I cannot say that I have ever been in a lower point in my life.
As tough as I know it will be to claw my way back out of this massive grave I have dug myself,
I'll do it.
I have to.
I know who I am. I know what I have to do. And I'll do it.
I temporarily lost sight of myself.
Not anymore. I'm not that person who has been parading around Denton.
My social life, it's on hold. I have had my share of blurred nights.