Feb 05, 2006 22:35
.........what am i going to do????............
This sucks...a lot...and now i have no idea what to do...i'm debating everything in my head...
how am i supposed to survive without you??? i'm not over exagerrating...i need you there for my health and sanity...i need you there to talk to when i'm not feeling so great and when i'm doubting myself...i need you there so i don't feel awkward...i need you there so we can make faces at each other...i need you there to hide and be modest with...i need you there to laugh and cry with...
and it's not the same with anybody else...i can't do this...
but at the same time...i REALLY want to do this...but i REALLY want/need you to do this with me...
TRY...please please please TRY...i'm begging you...you have no idea how much this means to me. and how awesome it would be if we were in it together.
i'm stressed...i won't be able to sleep...