Sep 12, 2005 18:50
Hmmm....
I am bored...i could be starting my history paper...oh well, i'm not.
I am getting frustrated. Like a lot. But a lot of it is my fault. But i don't know what to do w/o it being obvious or awkward...and i dont want to get embarrassed. And no one's gonna help me this time...but in a way, i guess it's better. Bcuz then maybe i'll be stronger from it...rather than someone else doing it for me and then having things turn out the way they do. Yeah...but i wish i could read minds...just a little bit...just to get a hint...cuz then that would make things so much easier.
I'm such a dork though. I don't even know them. Oi ve. And i keep thinking how i wish i just turned around on fri and was just like: hey. Would that have been so bad? Probably not. But i'm a wicked shy kid at times....okay a lot of the time. But once i get to know someone...i'm much more talkative...it's just the getting to know people part that i'm not very skilled at. Urgh...to the max!
I have chemistry first tomorrow...yaaaay...we're doing a lab i think...and we just finished one today, but i wasn't wearing closed-toe shoes, so i think i get 5 points taken off my lab. Oh well.
I don't feel very healthy. And many people are sick all of a sudden. And i don't like it bcuz i really dont want to get sick.
Summer's over, so why can't the weather be done too? God. In my opinion, summer officially ends when you walk through the doors of the school. And that's that. I don't like hot weather when you have to sit inside a non-airconditioned building. I also don't like when i have to walk home in this heat. I also REALLY dont like when we have practice in this weather. Which is what tomorrow's going to be like. It's gonna be like how it was last thursday. Which was not fun at all.
Hahaha, i just looked out the window and saw a guy riding a bike. And there was a girl on rollerblades on the sidewalk right next to him. But at first it looked like she was standing on top of his shoulders. So i did a double-take and then the guy was riding in front of her rather than right next to her and i realized i was dumb. lol. I need sleep.