Jun 15, 2004 02:01
I'm sick of being that "really" great friend/person/girlfriend/sibling who always does every fucking thoughtful thing and never gets noticed for any of it.
I'm sick of being the person that shells out ten bucks to go see a movie that you really want to see, and I just "have" to go so I do to make you happy. Eventhough I would rather see something else. Where does that get me... and the end of the month I'm thirty dollars down the hole and soon to be another six, so I can see the movies I really wanted to see in the first place when they come out on video.
I'm sick of driving everywhere, I don't have a fucking job or money to pay for gas, maybe you should drive once in a while.
I'm sick of listening to your sob stories for days and playing therapist to your petty issues, just to have yoiu never actually take my advice in the end.
I'm sick of calling you maybe you should call me once in awhile.
I'm sick of being the fat girl that just fades into the background while you talk to her.
I'm sick of doing your work.
I'm sick of being your friend when obviously you really don't want to be mine.
I'm sick of this whole fucking pathetic world and I wish people would appreciate me a little more.