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today is the second. :)
i just found out we don't go back to school tomorrow...that just made my vacation better :)
this has been a pretty good break.
i went to new orleans for one night...without my parents knowing...it was...interesting trying to hide that from them when i was out of state for a little over a day.
i got my cards read with lyra there. hmm...that lady was interesting.
i dunno, i wasn't talking much so i didn't say anything to her...i just looked at the cards...and she kept trying to get my full attention into what she was saying...
although, i was paying attention.
she stressed a couple of things to me...it was weird...but then we just went and ate at hooters :)
new years was fun too.
i heard jeremy and jason had a party...i was kind of bummed about that.
i just laugh now...people think that since i'm with luke...i must be just like him.
you know...it's not just luke...it's "luke and lauren"...atleast that's what people say. just like it wasn't just lucas...it was "cris and lucas"...it was "cris and lucas" must have done it...if only lucas had done something.
...sad a little...i just figured my friends would know me a little better than that.
or not look down on me from choices i have made in the past.
i do what i do for a reason.
and if it's wrong i always learn a lesson.
i was going to delete this because i figured it might cause drama and...it wouldn't be worth it.
but i'm not.
so if you have a fucking problem with my post.
deal.
i'm sure everyone has their own opinion about "me and luke"
but you know what...i really don't want to hear it.
because i have MY own opinion about me and luke too...and i value that opinion more.
atleast i still trust myself.
oh yea. and a happy fucking new year. :)
i just found out we don't go back to school tomorrow...that just made my vacation better :)
this has been a pretty good break.
i went to new orleans for one night...without my parents knowing...it was...interesting trying to hide that from them when i was out of state for a little over a day.
i got my cards read with lyra there. hmm...that lady was interesting.
i dunno, i wasn't talking much so i didn't say anything to her...i just looked at the cards...and she kept trying to get my full attention into what she was saying...
although, i was paying attention.
she stressed a couple of things to me...it was weird...but then we just went and ate at hooters :)
new years was fun too.
i heard jeremy and jason had a party...i was kind of bummed about that.
i just laugh now...people think that since i'm with luke...i must be just like him.
you know...it's not just luke...it's "luke and lauren"...atleast that's what people say. just like it wasn't just lucas...it was "cris and lucas"...it was "cris and lucas" must have done it...if only lucas had done something.
...sad a little...i just figured my friends would know me a little better than that.
or not look down on me from choices i have made in the past.
i do what i do for a reason.
and if it's wrong i always learn a lesson.
i was going to delete this because i figured it might cause drama and...it wouldn't be worth it.
but i'm not.
so if you have a fucking problem with my post.
deal.
i'm sure everyone has their own opinion about "me and luke"
but you know what...i really don't want to hear it.
because i have MY own opinion about me and luke too...and i value that opinion more.
atleast i still trust myself.
oh yea. and a happy fucking new year. :)