Jan 08, 2002 15:39
Ok, so lately i've been wicked bitchy and i apologize to everyone. The highlight of my weekend was seeing Rach! and the Bruins Carnival on Sunday (i'll update later about that...don't have much time right now)
So, i think it's probably just me being selfish, immature, a pain in the ass, just plain bitchy or something, i don't know. But lately i've been getting wicked irritated with people i shouldn't be mad at at all. I can't even really explain it. Whatever...
Ok, so i wasn't sure if i was gonna put this here, but now i feel like it. If you don't believe in ghosts, ignore this section. On a friday night, i feel asleep and woke up at 4am. Sitting there on my bedpost was my brother (who died 10 years ago). He was really there, i'm not lying. I almost jumped up and ran, but then realized it was him. Then he said "Don't leave, things will get better, i promise. I'm always here with you, i love you." Then just vanished! I don't know, it was calming, but weird. It's not the first time either. I've seen him a few times before. Maybe i'm crazy, but i think it's posible. THen the last couple of days there have been some weird stuff going on. Like at night, when i'm in bed but still wake, i'll be sitting there, and stuff just move on their own. Things fall and two pics were switched when i woke-up. Plus, when i was driving the other day, i buckled the passenger's side seatbelt cuz it was banging against the door. Then when i looked at it, it was rounded, like someone was sitting there. I don't know how to explain this without sounding absolutely mental, but i've really felt that someone's there all the time now. I don't know. Maybe i'm just crazy...
~Greels