Ok, here's the Chris deal
Alright, Chris sent me an email Saturday, this is part of it "Look, this is hard for me to say, but, I love you, but, not how you think. I love you more than as a sister." So then i talked to him, but had no idea what i was gonna do. I only love him as a brother. I didn't want to hurt him cuz i just helped him get over his first heartbreak and convince him that all girls aren't bitches and won't break his heart...now i had to turn him down! grrr!
I tried to act completely normal, but it was so awkward when we were talking. I felt like such a bitch and so guilty. Here's some of the things he said, wouldn't you feel like a bitch?
Chris: because your nice, and cool, your smart.
Chris: i, i didn't mean to make ou uncomfortable. i, i've just had these feelings locked up, and, thought you should know.
Chris: it has to be love, i, i do, i love you, erin.
Chris: it's fine, not like i haven't had my heart broken before. i guess i can take another one.
Chris: i, i love you, god, i love you.
Chris: i definatly know what i'm wishing when i watch the the stars!
Chris: erin, i love you, lots.
Chris: I love you
Chris: Erin, I'll be thinking of you, watching the stars.
Chris: yeah, beautiful. just like you :-)
Then we were talking about Spring Break, and how i'm cage dancing lol, so he wants to come and dance with me
Chris: i love talking to you. :-)
Chris: cause your nice, and sweet, awww, girl, your just awesome. i love you so much.
Chris: i still love you! :-) your so sweet, kind, your awesome, Erin.
Chris: thanks! @-----)------- A rose for my favorite person. :-)
Chris: i don't know. i don't know much, but, i do know what i feel, and i feel love for you.
Chris: i'd get you whatever you wanted, or needed.
Chris: i guess they're wrong. they say if you wish on a star, it'll come true. well, i now know that's a bunch of bull!
Chris: I love you, sis. I mean, if that's ok with you.
Chris: i'd rather have you as a sister, than as nothing at all.
Chris: thanks. your a sweet girl. whoever gets to date you, well, they're lucky.
He's such a sweet kid, i feel horrible about it. He deserves to be so happy, but i just don't think that's me. I don't feel that way about him. I just hate having to turn him down. Oh well, i think things are getting better. And, i wanna thank all my girlies who helped: Vanessa, Jenn, Catie, Rach, Cronin, and anyone else...and Ray (but he's not one of the girlies lol) Going to lay down, my head hurts. Happy thanksgiving!
~Greels
I tried to act completely normal, but it was so awkward when we were talking. I felt like such a bitch and so guilty. Here's some of the things he said, wouldn't you feel like a bitch?
Chris: because your nice, and cool, your smart.
Chris: i, i didn't mean to make ou uncomfortable. i, i've just had these feelings locked up, and, thought you should know.
Chris: it has to be love, i, i do, i love you, erin.
Chris: it's fine, not like i haven't had my heart broken before. i guess i can take another one.
Chris: i, i love you, god, i love you.
Chris: i definatly know what i'm wishing when i watch the the stars!
Chris: erin, i love you, lots.
Chris: I love you
Chris: Erin, I'll be thinking of you, watching the stars.
Chris: yeah, beautiful. just like you :-)
Then we were talking about Spring Break, and how i'm cage dancing lol, so he wants to come and dance with me
Chris: i love talking to you. :-)
Chris: cause your nice, and sweet, awww, girl, your just awesome. i love you so much.
Chris: i still love you! :-) your so sweet, kind, your awesome, Erin.
Chris: thanks! @-----)------- A rose for my favorite person. :-)
Chris: i don't know. i don't know much, but, i do know what i feel, and i feel love for you.
Chris: i'd get you whatever you wanted, or needed.
Chris: i guess they're wrong. they say if you wish on a star, it'll come true. well, i now know that's a bunch of bull!
Chris: I love you, sis. I mean, if that's ok with you.
Chris: i'd rather have you as a sister, than as nothing at all.
Chris: thanks. your a sweet girl. whoever gets to date you, well, they're lucky.
He's such a sweet kid, i feel horrible about it. He deserves to be so happy, but i just don't think that's me. I don't feel that way about him. I just hate having to turn him down. Oh well, i think things are getting better. And, i wanna thank all my girlies who helped: Vanessa, Jenn, Catie, Rach, Cronin, and anyone else...and Ray (but he's not one of the girlies lol) Going to lay down, my head hurts. Happy thanksgiving!
~Greels