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i'm really freaking out about grad school right now, and graduating, and GRE's, where i am going to live and life in general.
everyone always talked about how college is "safe" and they are terrified of the real world. I always thought they were over exaggerating. I thought, how could you not want to go into life and get away from school? Now i see that for me going out into "life" requires more applications, more standardized tests, and more recommendations. Not to mention the experience needed, and the hours of unpaid work that are ahead.
I have to apply to school in the fall if i want to go right after i graduate. I don't know where i want to go, i don't know where i will live, or who i will live with. I don't know if i will be with any of my friends...
I just finished figuring out stuff for next year...Now i have to think 2 years in advanced?
I want to be doing what i want to do...but i guess that would be fast-forwarding too far.
things just get so boring when it becomes routine.
everyone always talked about how college is "safe" and they are terrified of the real world. I always thought they were over exaggerating. I thought, how could you not want to go into life and get away from school? Now i see that for me going out into "life" requires more applications, more standardized tests, and more recommendations. Not to mention the experience needed, and the hours of unpaid work that are ahead.
I have to apply to school in the fall if i want to go right after i graduate. I don't know where i want to go, i don't know where i will live, or who i will live with. I don't know if i will be with any of my friends...
I just finished figuring out stuff for next year...Now i have to think 2 years in advanced?
I want to be doing what i want to do...but i guess that would be fast-forwarding too far.
things just get so boring when it becomes routine.