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im trying to write my case study for psychology. ehhhh
last night brian came over and we chatted about life, last year, the apartment, kenny transferring and other such things. All this shit just makes me really sad. I want to go back to last year when i used to walk down to 242 peer my head into the room, see kenny sitting on his computer chair playing some stupid game, and ask where brian was. I miss being "the hott friend." Now i am just "ex-girlfriend/friend who lives and la fevere and it is too far to go visit her."
I just wish we could all be happy, roll down green hills, and pop off the heads of dandy lions.
And i realize now, that more than ever i am happy, but so utterly lost. Everything is lost.
last night brian came over and we chatted about life, last year, the apartment, kenny transferring and other such things. All this shit just makes me really sad. I want to go back to last year when i used to walk down to 242 peer my head into the room, see kenny sitting on his computer chair playing some stupid game, and ask where brian was. I miss being "the hott friend." Now i am just "ex-girlfriend/friend who lives and la fevere and it is too far to go visit her."
I just wish we could all be happy, roll down green hills, and pop off the heads of dandy lions.
And i realize now, that more than ever i am happy, but so utterly lost. Everything is lost.