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i am too gullable. I fell for someone, who i didn't even have any intrest in what so ever, he made me believe he liked me, and he cared about me...then out of no where he stopped calling and stopped caring. Now i can't get him out of my head and everyday i think about him and it hurts. I think about how happy i was for just that little while and how i wish i knew what i did that made him lose intrest in me. Maybe its because he's too busy, or maybe its because im not pretty enough, but i had a connection with him, or atleast it felt like it, and he just threw it all away. I say i don't get attached easily, and that i'm not one of those girls who will kiss a guy and fall in love with them, but i am, and i can't help it. This just hurts, and this is the reason why i say im not going to get attatched and wear my heart on my sleeve, but i always do, and it always ends in disaster. I knowww...i should be all positive and like "oh well i was happy for 2 weeks, now we've both moved on, we had our fun, blah blah blah" but thats not how it went down. this guy truly led me on hardcore. I mean like one minute we're sleeping next to eachother and hes telling me how he hasn't felt like this in so long, and how much he likes me, and we even sat and like talked for 3 hours together just talking, and then, out of the blue, no more hey sweetheart whats up, or hey gorgeous how was ur day. I straight up got played like a fool by a boy who doesn't know what he wants, and is forced to hide his emotions. Or maybe he just played that front to get with me? I don't know, i really don't. All i know now is that i let my guard down. And now im paying for it.