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So...lets see the summer is almost over and I am moving into room 504 Hect dorm at the University of Miami in about 7 days...a week. I havent seen any of my friends or the people i've grown up with. I've talked alot to a few who've cared to keep in touch and I love them all dearly. I know that when I get back my life will change completely. All summer I worked preety much every day making 2000 dollars to put into an account of which I will not use any of it because I am saving it for next summer when I plan to go to europe for the summer. My room mate seems so nice and im dying to start classes. My desire is to learn so much...I thought I was going to school to achieve freedom but lately all I want is to learn. Basically I dont even want to go out...of course I know that idea will vanish after a few people are going to beg me to go out haha jk. I know that I've spent almost every day on the UM website and watching the video's of all the accomplishments of the students who've graduated from UM and am so happy to start school. I'm scared of meeting new people but I know that as always it will be right so i've given up on being scared im just dying to jump in!!!! I know that once I am on my own completely life will work itself out and I will always be there for those I grew up with in high school. After all my heart is too big to never let anyone go. But for now im glad this summer I learned alot about exactly what I want and exactly who I am. By exomunicating myself from Miami for a while and getting away from what I know I saw a diff side of life and what really matters. I love MIami and I've waisted hours on the phone with many but I learned no matter how much you dont talk to someone or how many months go by if you are always there for them they will be there for u. Now i'm donig whats will not be there for me forever what I need most...my goals. But I knwo im def gonna get back in the game of having some fun when I get back to Miami...! You know me!