Mar 19, 2010 02:45
I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't
Everything always gets worse, it never gets better. No matter how long you go or how good it all may seem. You can't change yourself, you can't fix yourself.
I don't know what to do. As pathetic as it is, I'm using this thing to hold myself accountable. I figure I can't get too melodramatic if I'm worried about what people out there are seeing.
I'll get over it.
Ultra next week. I'm so excited/scared.