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[bitersweetbliss]

Hey. Today was a bad day for everyone. I failed my big psychology test. Chris didn't call (not surprized on that one though) - although I have had a few 1 min calls the last 4 days. I mean, is a 10 min call really that agonizing to him? Thats like the best part of my day, getting a call from him, feeling like he cares. Oh well. Hes busy. I miss him lots though. I dont feel the same without him, I wonder when this feeling will pass. For some reason I dont think it will ever fade away until Im with him again. Matchbook Romance is my new favorite band. I love #9: promise

"what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you"