I can prove that I don't exist.
I've been trying to maintain certain levels of participation in various aspects of my life and have thus far been failing. Instead of spending some time with everyone and doing most of the things I need to do, I end up half-assing my tasks and coming off as inconsiderate to my friends. I'm working too much to breathe but not enough to get by on. My car threatens to keel over at any moment. Opening night for my plays draws closer and closer and I am just starting to get nervous. There are no jobs in Lawrence newspapers that I'm qualified for and I hardly have any time to actually go around and canvas places. I don't want to give up, but I'm so worn down. I love you all...