interesting
I've come to realize that I'm most definitely not the same person that I was 5 years ago. 5 years ago I was relatively happy, bubbly, naieve, and young. Now I feel like I'm more melancholy,internal, and older. I have no care for you or anyone. I'm not ashamed of it nor saddened. I feel like it makes me stronger. *shrug* I guess more it's because I feel like I'm being dragged down by always caring what other people think and caring about what other people feel. How life treats others and how I try to take it all on me is just not who I am anymore. So I guess this is really more the year of Shannon. Screw everyone else. lol Not everyone but I'm not apologizing for random things that aren't me. I won't take blame that's not mine to bear. And Damn those who feel I should. ....
so yeah anyway lol tomorrow I start my crazed workouts. I am planning for 3 hours to start it out. hour and a half in the morning...half hour at lunch with Shaavon and then another hour after work. I'll slowly hopefully start to build that up but the sooner I free myself of this body the sooner my life can start. And I can't wait.
so yeah anyway lol tomorrow I start my crazed workouts. I am planning for 3 hours to start it out. hour and a half in the morning...half hour at lunch with Shaavon and then another hour after work. I'll slowly hopefully start to build that up but the sooner I free myself of this body the sooner my life can start. And I can't wait.