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I think my mind is on track with my life right now. and its fucking great.
I can not tell you how glad i am to be alive at this very moment.
My life is no where near perfect in any sense of the word, never has been and i can garuntee it never will be in your eyes.
But everything seems so normal right now. I dont know how to explain it.
Maybe i've obtained 'happiness with oneself.'?!
Some things are still fucked up, and im not happy with everything, but other things are great and just an amazing breath of fresh air that everything seems so balanced out and right.
I dont know where life will take me, and i dont know where i want to go.
But i want to feel this balance forever.
Cant explain it. And i really don't need to...
Moving on...
I NEED TO MOVE.
Im so sick of doing nothing during the week. I understand people have relationships but friendships are just as important, no?
They are to me, atleast..
I just want to be around people, maybe thats just who i am, but i enjoy human contact.
Sitting in a goddamn park for 2 hours and doing nothing but talking about nonsense would make my day.
I dont want to look forward to a life where fun occurs only on weekends, and only by the means of alcohol.
But i guess that is actually how life goes...
JAAAAAAH!
heh.
woooo
I think i smile too much now'days...my face hurts.
:D
I can not tell you how glad i am to be alive at this very moment.
My life is no where near perfect in any sense of the word, never has been and i can garuntee it never will be in your eyes.
But everything seems so normal right now. I dont know how to explain it.
Maybe i've obtained 'happiness with oneself.'?!
Some things are still fucked up, and im not happy with everything, but other things are great and just an amazing breath of fresh air that everything seems so balanced out and right.
I dont know where life will take me, and i dont know where i want to go.
But i want to feel this balance forever.
Cant explain it. And i really don't need to...
Moving on...
I NEED TO MOVE.
Im so sick of doing nothing during the week. I understand people have relationships but friendships are just as important, no?
They are to me, atleast..
I just want to be around people, maybe thats just who i am, but i enjoy human contact.
Sitting in a goddamn park for 2 hours and doing nothing but talking about nonsense would make my day.
I dont want to look forward to a life where fun occurs only on weekends, and only by the means of alcohol.
But i guess that is actually how life goes...
JAAAAAAH!
heh.
woooo
I think i smile too much now'days...my face hurts.
:D