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wow so i havent wrote in this thing forever..but i needed to write some things down to vent.
i am going crazy.i fell for someone who only wants me for one thing.and its breaking my heart not to be able to have her as mine.shes leaving in a month for college anyways.i am a fucking idoit.i always want what i cannot have and its killing me.shes amazing,beautiful,smart,sarcastic and just fun to be around.
i feel like i am nuthing to her but a good time.and i am too weak to tell her i can't see her anymore because when i am with her i am happy like i used to be.....
i am going crazy.i fell for someone who only wants me for one thing.and its breaking my heart not to be able to have her as mine.shes leaving in a month for college anyways.i am a fucking idoit.i always want what i cannot have and its killing me.shes amazing,beautiful,smart,sarcastic and just fun to be around.
i feel like i am nuthing to her but a good time.and i am too weak to tell her i can't see her anymore because when i am with her i am happy like i used to be.....