Feb 01, 2005 18:43
Come on baby, cut my throat with a kiss..
so i cant go to the bright eyes concert.. big whoop.. but adding to that, I cant go to any fucking concert. And does anyone know why!?! Its cause imy fuck ass mother wont take me anywhere. Nor will one of my best friends.. I guess its not thier fault.. but whatever.
Im kind of tired of doing nothing.. I just sit in the house everyday then get out for like an hour to smoke.whatfuckingfun! Out of nowhere now, every time i smoke, i get really sick and feel like puking.
I've been changing alot of my features for some one.. I hope he notices.. I dont think he cares though..
I hate the house im moving to.. its like 80 years old. Its pretty during the day, but at night its like some terror house. Im not that great with attics, and guess what!? my bed room is in the fucking attic!#%^*$^ dude.. im never going to sleep. what the fuck!? So.. I hope im going to move out to my fathers house. Everything I live for is in that town..