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I wish I could do a drawing that expressed my anxiety over my fertility.
My doctor called me today to tell me that he had received the results of my gonorrhea and chlamydia test - which was negative, and since I didn't have an STD last year or EVER, I knew it would be negative this time - he also told me the OBGYN's initial thoughts about how things looked. . . um. . . . "down there." I guess I'm too pale, which can indicate either low or no estrogen being produced anymore. Considering I still get PMS symptoms, he's suspecting it's just low, but . . . that "no" possibility has me worried. He's running tests on my hormone levels, and they should be back in two weeks.
I really want to do a piece that can just get all of this out of me, but I can't seem to find how to do it. So, instead, I'm thinking about doing a "redux" of my piece about that time of the month. *sigh* I fail as an artist.
My doctor called me today to tell me that he had received the results of my gonorrhea and chlamydia test - which was negative, and since I didn't have an STD last year or EVER, I knew it would be negative this time - he also told me the OBGYN's initial thoughts about how things looked. . . um. . . . "down there." I guess I'm too pale, which can indicate either low or no estrogen being produced anymore. Considering I still get PMS symptoms, he's suspecting it's just low, but . . . that "no" possibility has me worried. He's running tests on my hormone levels, and they should be back in two weeks.
I really want to do a piece that can just get all of this out of me, but I can't seem to find how to do it. So, instead, I'm thinking about doing a "redux" of my piece about that time of the month. *sigh* I fail as an artist.