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[bite_my_pen]

I don't understand family...
my parents lately are being jsut kinda annoying.. but i've never really known them or they know me
and now tehy want oto
and my step mom was freaking out today about noghting
and sometimes i even wonder why i call her my step mom anymore... not to be mean or anythign but ike we really honeslty never talk... adn i dunno
i feel akward around her...
and like she knows nothign about me.. not to say that in a mean way but she doesn't.. i know its partly my fault...
and like i can't remember the last time i had fun or like laughed iwth my parents
i thin kit mgiht have been august in new mexico
i mena thats a long time

it kinda sucsk
i know i have a family.. and like everyone is nice and everything for teh most part.... but i dunno i dont' feel like i'm part of my family at all.