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well, my life in novato is dead....i can never pick up where i left off, i can never just showw up and have everything still be the same as it was when i left. too much has gone by, i have missed too much. im dead to them. and as for here the same old mess as it has been all these years. i miss being happy adn in control of my life. i want to just get out, or away... i keep havin deams bout savvy and its hurts more and more each day... my toes are cold, im hungry and im sick of this filthy house.... things will never change and i wish tey would