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I'm.... going to have Zelda put down tomorrow. Her quality of life is no longer peaceful. I can tell that she is in pain. I'm going to have her cremated.....Today and tomorrow i will be an absolute fucking wreck at work... right now my mother is even downstairs crying. Lauren, if you want to say your last goodbye, it would be best that you do it today. I knew this day would be coming soon, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I don't think it is any different then losing your best friend of 15 years. At least I know that if i have her cremated i can always hold onto her memory.