Aug 11, 2004 17:30
ok...i know...ive earned the bitch of the year award. and i know that most of my friends hate me right now.
but i dont know whats going on. and im so lost. people are getting in fights with me. and i dont want them to. i hate it. and im not being me. so im going to apoligize to all of my friends that ive had a little tough time with lately. one at a time.
1. jason- i love you sooo much. your been my bff since 6th grade. i know this year or summer has kind of faded between us. but please...i dont want that to happen anymore. i want to start over. im sorry
adriana- we have had fights, tough times. and i know most of the time you hate me and i wouldnt blame you. but most of my memories with you are good. and i dont want to throw away our friendship like that. sooo if you let me. i would like to be your friend and try again. im sorry.
brielle- i havent known you that long. but so far i like what i see. i think your a great person. and the things i have said to you were not called for.
please give me a chance and let me prove to you...that im not like that. im sorry
gibron- we havent really been in a fight. but i would like to apoligize to you and say im sorry for making this whole adriana and you thing harder. im sorry
but one of the reasons i have been acting like such an ass hole...but believe me im not using this as any sort of excuse for anything. my brother...my best friend was taken away from me. and i cant see him untill he is 18. the anger that i have for my mother for taking him and putting him in a lock down institute has been used against you. and im soooo sorry. because i cant stand me being like this. i feel like hell. you dont desearve any of this. you are all great people and desearve the better.
so please let me start over.
here it is...
I AM SORRY. WILL YOU FORGIVE ME?
please answer
xoxo
me