Life
I never update this thing as much as I would like to. Once school starts I feel like I barely have a enough to breath let only sit down and let my thoughts just flow out of my head. School is going alright so far but its only the second full week of classes so I guess its a little early to say that it's going alright. I'm kinda of ready to be done with this psychology stuff. I've been interested in it since high school but I'm slowly finding I have new interest that I would like to pursue after I graduate instead of just psychology. I think in high school it was the only thing I was decent at so I just figured that's all I would be able to do good in. There is this tiny thought in my head I could possibly be good at something else and that I might really enjoy it but then I start to thinking about not wanting to disappoint my parents. It's not that they wouldn't want me to be happy and enjoy what I do but what I might want to go back to school for its a complete 360 from psychology. Next thing on my mind is of course the big W. Dave and I aren't getting married until 2007 (which really isn't as far away as everyone likes to think it) but already discussing plans is becoming diffcult. We have absolutly nowhere to get married. No church will marry us because we aren't members, I don't want to become a memeber of a church just for the sake of getting married because that seems a little sac-religous (spelling?), I don't really want to get married outside because I'm scared of what the weather will be like and my dress getting dirty but I guess that's just me being a spoiled brat. I really just want to go wedding dress shopping but mom and I aren't doing that til the first of the year. I have a feeling that 2006 will be a very stressful year. I guess My mind has now come to a complete stand still and I'll have to write more later.