Dec 02, 2003 14:32
My friend Genevieve came from the state. I was so excited to see her. Actually I'm more excited to see my Chance DVD. But then she called and my excitement died down when I learned that her order wasn't delivered yet. :( Awwww.... But she promised to send it to me the moment she receive it though. :) And I learned from her that Althea's here too but she haven't contacted me yet. There's no one to blame but myself. I know I'd hurt her when I turned down her invitation to attend to the most important day in her life. She said she'd never talk to me again if I won't show up. And I didn't. But I called to say, I was sorry. :( But I guess, I really must have hurt her. We used to exchange e-mails but after that..... oh, well. So this is the price. My fault.
Gene wants us to have a dinner before althea go back to the states. I dunno. I love to. But I don't know what to say to Thea. I haven't seen her for what? seven.... no, nine years! That long?
Will she be happy to see me? Will she forgive me? I simply don't know. :(
And the "old ghost". Will it haunt me again if I see her?